I used to think I was moderately attractive but now I just feel horrible. Sometimes I just want to completely change everything about myself. i don’t think I will ever be happy unless I:
- lose weight
- get a nose job
- get a boob job.
I am going to be in debt with the new uni fees anyway, I may as well have a new nose and bigger boobs too.
(via prettycitylife)
Things that I need more of:
- diet cola
- cigarettes
- gum
pigged out sooo much today. Seriously. We went out on a family day trip and we got something to eat in the car, and then we stopped and got a bag of cookies to eat there. Then we went the beach and I had a massive lunch and quarter of a carrot cake and lots and lots and lots of cheesy puffs (AND I WASNT EVEN HUNGRY!) then we went somewhere else and got an ice cream. Then we went somewhere else and got fish and chips!
OMG. I actually just feel like crying. And when food is put infront of me I can’t help but eat it! I am just so greedy. I am seriously close to crying. what is wrong with me. I will never lose weight at this point :(
omg. I want her stomach/legs/everything! :’(

